Caboose

Okay, so I was on Peopleofwalmart.com and I saw a link at the top that say "Girls in Yoga Pants". I thought this was a category of Peopleofwalmart where tacky ladies wear tight exercise pants that don't fit. Isn't that what you would think too? Well....I found this:

WHAT?? First of all, not at all what I expected obviously. But second of all, do men really find this attractive? According to the caption, this woman is a porn star. But that ass looks like a cartoon character's! Is it the angle or does the color white actually make her look like this? Ridiculous. All I can say.

"Future"

I’m waiting for an invitation,

Need a little inspiration

To keep my spirits up.

I haven’t got enough time

To make up my mind

And to find

What I’m meant to do in life.

There has to be a purpose.

A reason for my being here.

A calling.

A talent.

Something…

I need a new idea,

A new occupation

To use my education.

I need…

I need to get a real job.

A career.

To find a purpose,

To make it worth it.

I promised I would make something of myself.

And I don’t break promises.

The things I go through for an education

     Today has already been a long day. You see, I had to add an interim class that started on March 1st to assure that I will get my Associate's Degree in May. This brought me up to four literature classes. And then there's Chemistry...

CHEMISTRY=SUCK.
     Anyway, so this interim class is at 8:30AM Monday-Thursday (i.e. I don't sleep) and my next class on Wednesdays isn't until 4PM. Usually I give up trying to catch up on my homework in the library in my nearly 6 hour break, but sometimes that means I don't come back for my 4oclock...Chemistry. Today I have a test in there, so I'm forcing myself to study all day, and you see how well that's going seeing as I'm writing this post instead. Wednesday used to be my relax-y day, where I would sleep late and then see what my friends were up to...

I heart Grey's Anatomy. So besides the annoying responsibility of being prepared for a chemistry test in 2 hours and 18 minutes, I have a term paper due next week (haven't started) and a lit test...but that's not so scary. BUT, it is with my favorite teacher, and I say that very fecetiously, because I hate her. If she were a famous character from a children's book she would look like this:

On that note, I better get started on that term paper...

"Holding Onto You"

Sometimes I feel like starting over
Too much has changed
Too much has gone astray
But then I remember
All those times
When we held each other up
We stuck together
Through all the shit that's come our way
Both our fault, your fault, and mine
I'm still able to laugh
And to smile and to dance,
And I can't imagine another partner

"Sister"

Far away, thousands of miles
Not whole without each other
Separate worlds, separate lives
Busy busy busy
No time to talk 
No time to call
No time to answer
Only being apart
And the joy of a rare phone conversation
Posts on Facebook
Emails and texts, visits twice a year
But nothing mends 
The separation
Like a summer together 
In the city that never sleeps

"The Storm"

Violent wind, pouring rain.
Hot and cold clash.
The sky grows dark,
The dogs bark.
The curious stand outside to watch the crash,
Staring at Mother Nature's fury.
"It's just another storm, no need to worry,"
But then it gets closer. Fear. It hits.
From calm to chaos,
The whole town cried
When the spiraling beast
Ripped through our hearts,
And took from us
Everything we once took for granted.
Our home. Our city. Destruction.

Here Goes Nothin'

So I recently discovered that I'm by far the most indecisive person on the planet Earth. I mean, not that I had no idea that I'm a fickle girl before now, but I just came to terms with how bad it is...So far, I've changed my mind on what college I wanted to go to the first time 3 times, then I transferred to a different school after my first year, and now because it's a community college I have to choose again. Not to mention I decided last fall that I only wanted an Associate's Degree, and now I'm not so sure. I'm going to live with my favorite person this summer in NEW YORK CI-TAY!! And I'm excited as hell about that, but I still haven't made up my mind if I'll go back to school in the fall or the spring. Semester off in the big apple with my sister or summer off and then back to hitting the books? 

Oh and, just as a side note:

I LOVE this video.

Anyway, it wasn't until this year (2012) that I discovered that my possibilities are still endless even at this stage in life, but I'd very much like to narrow it down. So this is my first blog post...am I doing it right? :)